Change.

its what i need. it's wat i most fear. yet it's wat i most demand of. I keep asking from people, keep demanding from them. but wen it comes down to it, am i willing to give up as much as i'm asking for? i honestly wish i could say yes. B/c that would be the rite answer, yet it wouldn't be the truth. its like having a million dollars in front of yooh, and needy homeless person right next to yooh. But i'll be honest, b/c i'm Human, and i have mixed emotions, and i kno i'll find those answers right after i find Atlantis. ha. Never.
Nahh, i dont think i'm ready to sacrifice, not yet, i just suck at letting things go. i'm scared to change. b/c i'm too comfortable with the person i've become.
it's like that old pair of sneakers that look oh soo hideous, or that pair of pants, they are just soo horendous, and yet i still wear them, i've grown into them and they've adjusted to my shape. they feel right. but i kno they are just soo wrong. and i have to throw them away. but i'm just too used to them. damn..fckemotions.

*+Peace.