Want U for Myself-Theophilus London

"I'm not tryna' be stingy,

but I want you to come home wit Me.

You don't know me,

but you gon' Miss me.

Take My hand, the Rest is history."

Love the rythm of this track. Dude's from Brooklyn, NY by the looks of it though, I'm definitely late in checkin' him out. I know everybody's gonna hate me for this, but, his style/flow reminds me of Cudder. Ok, go ahead, hate me now. Alright, You're done, get over it. Moving on...but I mean Cudi's from Cleveland but moved to New York, so it's one big coincidence, being Theo's from NY.

Checkk out his Myspace: www.myspace.com/theophiluslondon

*The Male in the Vid. is NOT Theophilus London.

+Back to Calc. *Peace.

All Caught up.

Kayy soo i'm updated.
Except don't really have much time to blog wat i wanna say. Funny how you hear somethin' then hope you'll remember that forever. Then when you try to mention it, don't even remeber what it was. That's been happenin' too much lately.
I've definitely disconnected myself from alot of people I used to be Mad tight with.
It's not that it's intentional, I've just been busy, and It's not that the thought of callin' hasn't gone through my mind, it's just i've hoped maybe you'd make that slight effort.
But I guess that's just the reality of it, My absence is not as much of an impact as I thought it would be.
It's times like these that make me stronger though, and make me realize who truly cares, and who's just frontin'.

Jammin' to: Wicked Game-Chris Isaak

"I had a dream I could buy my way to heaven,
When I awoke I spent that on a necklace"

-K.west

...You can't tell me NOTHIN'.

All These B-tches Wanna Try and Be My Besty

But I take a left and leave them hanging like a testi,

trash talk to em then I put em in a hefty.

Running down the court i’m dunkin’ on ‘em, Lisa Leslie.

It’s going down, basement, friday the 13th, guess who’s playing Jason?

Tuck yourself in, you better hold on to your teddy,

It’s nightmare on Elm street, and guess who’s playing Freddy?

-Nicki Minaj(My Chick Bad-Luda ft Nicki)

Haha. The vid. for this is funnaayyy.

I found the it via: Dope Science

Springs Around The Corner...

But I'm getting ready for Summer!
Honestly, It's time I started for that summer body.
Hybernation is over, gotta put the coats back in storage, and shed the extra pounds of fatty that kept me warm.

Excercise of the day: 30 Mins. of jogging.

Runnin' up and own stairs.

15 Mins. Jump rope.

3 Min. Abs

Shower!!!

Kay, well Now I need to start a healthy diet. Any suggestions?

I know i'm cuttin' down on the meats.

Definitely try to eat my 5 a day.

Lotsa' tea.(+) Water.

Haha, i'm really focused this time. I'll try to update my "Excercise of the day" so it'll motivate me to Excercise Everyday-Even if it's just a little bit-It's better than nothin'! (right?)

*Peace.

Photographs-Rihanna ft Will.I.Am

*Stumbled across this by accident.(concret beats channel-LOL)

Somethin' about her voice in this song is different, it's more of that innocent girl tone than her usual Emo stuff she's put out lately. I like it :]

Amazed&Addicted.

The making of Addictoin-R.Les.
I've always loved this beat, but watchin' the making of it...
*sigh...it just makes me appreciate the music even further.
Damn, definitely takes some talent to do this.
Big inspiration.

El dia del Amor y la Amistad.

In spanish-It's not jst 'Valentine's Days'- it's the day of "love and friendship".
Cause we all kno there's not just ONE type of love.
Needless to say, I spent my day yesterday w/ my friend and fam[:
Went to the Irvine Spectrum, and because my friend is still a kid at heart she wanted to watch "Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The lightning thief".
I must admit, I wasn't very excited. But it was actually a very good movie!
I liked it. But I STILL wanna go watch "Valentine's day".Hehe.
After, we were walkin' around boyspottin' and lookin' for a place to have dinner.
Except none of the places caught our eyes. :/
Alex suggested Thai Food, I've NEVER had Thai food, so we decided to introduce myself to the wonderful world of Thai. :}
IT WAS DELICIOUS!!
Let me tell you, Chinese food ain't got NUTHIN' on Thai Food.
(My favorite food used to be chinese, but Thai kicked its booty OUT!)
Dinner was great, we were definitely the loudest table there with all our LOL's!
It was...something lookin' at all the couples and deciding which one's will get lucky ;)
But the medal goes to the couple at the far right corner, I swear this man fed this lady a whole bottle of wine, haha, You gotta do wat you gotta do.
It was defnitely a cute sight though, She was dreamily staring into his eyes whilst he talked.(*aww)
Surprisingly, I never got the whole feelin' in my stomach where i was all like "Aww i wish i had someone w/ me tonight" .
The cure to feeling lonely?
Friends.
They might not meet your intimate or romantic feelings you feel for someone else, but they sure can always make you laugh. And to me, laughter is the second best thing to love.

Alright well, i better start cleaning.
Hope Your "Love and frienship" Day was fab-o.[;

*Peace.

Sex Change?

"You've Changed Sex for a day,

What do you do?:

Tera Patrick-Try to sleep with as many women as possible. And hope i have a big D*CK.

Brandon T. Jackson-I'd be Rich. There's so many stupid men out there."

Haha.LMAO.

Source: Complex Magazine.

Too Young To Marry?

"A girl aged 10 or 12 can be married. Those who think she's too young are wrong, and they are being unfair to her."-Sheikh Abdul Aziz Al-Sheikh


I was on Aol's homepage and this caught my sight. For the first time "the Saudi Arabian state has intervened in the marriage of a preteen girl to an older man".
Obviously, me living in a country where I get to choose whom I get to marry, thought it was unfair for a 9 year old to have to marry a man of 80 years her senior.
But to my surprise this girl was all for it "I agree to the marriage. I have no objection," she said. "This is in filial respect to my father and obedience to his wish."
Of course her father never thought twice about it, he's getting a $23,000 dowry, I can't help but question what thoughts go through her father's mind?
I hate to try and judge him, I do, but I'm sorry, I can't help it.
I do, in fact, have a right to my opinion. Especially how this girl is trying to be such a loyal daughter.
It's actually kind of ironic how recently today I came across Russ's blog and she mentioned how even at her age(27) she still does not feel ready to settle down.
But to this girl , being married off at such a young age has never been questioned, I guess the one thing I can understand is: Whatever you see and grow up with, that's your reality. It is not until you encounter unfamiliar ideas and people that you realize Reality is an interchangeable variable.
Your reality changes as you become more exposed to the outer world.

Read more about this case Here.

Repost:Hope's Giveaway.

Rules:

1. You must be a follower. This is a MUST. If you aren't, you will be disqualified.

2. To be entered into this giveaway you must comment this post. Write "Enter me" below.

3. Please write your email in the comment too. In case you win, I'll be able to directly contact you.

4. To gain another entry (which will double your chances of winning) post my giveaway somewhere on your blog (e.g make a post about it) and link me to it in your entry comment below (so I know you've actually posted about my giveaway).

5. Must be 16 years or older, unless you have parental permission.

6. Open internationally.

7. You can only enter once.

8. The giveaway ends: April 10th 2010. So you have enough time to get your enteries in.

*Post is from http://frailheartsofhope.blogspot.com/.

P.s. I got a new haircut!

I'm usually not up for short hair, But since my layers are very small it seems like it's short, yet I still Love it(:

♥

I'm Free!

But i'm not For Sale. LOL.
Nahh, i'm referrin' to my Myspace account 'tis cancelled.
well, not OFFICIALY, cause it wasn't a real email address therefore I didn't recieve a confirmation email blahh blahh blahhh...
Point is: Myspace life is dead-for me.(:

I don't need you.

Really. I don't. So don't try to make me lie to you.

Don't ask me to tell you this.

Because it would all just be a lie.

Needing something is a survival instinct, like we NEED food, to nurture our body.

It's true, I don't need you, but I do want you.

I feel that's a deeper meaning.

Going beyond my natural survival instincts and paying a deeper attention to my emotional feelings.

Because, I don't need you,

But my Heart Yearns for You.

It mourns You when you are absent.

*This whole Valentine's marketing thing is kinda gettin' annoying.

No offense to all the love birds out there.

It's just bulletined everywhere. Yeah, I guess it inspires me a bit.

Just a little bit. Lol.

*I found this image in KnowGod.Know Love. It's I guess you could say, a blog which focuses on, none other than, God.
You don't really have to be all that religious to appreciate their works. I recommend you take a peep.

*Peace.

All I really ask for is

Courage & Strength...

Lots of it.

/>3

*BTW;It's not the real music vid, They're just scenes from a movie.
"Jeux d'enfants" english: "love me if you dare". Which i might add is a very lovely movie-it's french soo yehh it's little different. lol :]


"We don't need another Love song;
We need a Love Bomb,
To just Blow-Us-Away."
-N.E.R.D

*peace.

If I was a Guy:

-I'd probably get a Shxt Load of Girls. [No homo]
Well, I mean at least Hoodies.
haha. No Joke.
'Cause, not to be cocky or nuttin' buhhh; I'm plenty knowledgeable of "the game" & how to 'spit it'.
Ya Digg?
Except I don't spit my game to You Guys, I spit it to my Lady Friends.
That way, whenever some douche tries to sweet talk her;
She can just be all like 'yeah, i've heard that one before' (;
But like I said-I'm not a guy, therefore, I don't go around tryin' to sweet talk nobody.
I just find it comedic 'cause I mean-I hate to say it-but I sometimes overhear my bigger brotha spittin' his game;
and I just can't help but think Wow? Really? If I was the other girl on the end of the phone i would not believe any of that bullcrap. I would just SMH and LMAO.
Except the embarassing thing is IT'S MY BROTHER sayin' this cheesy ass line.?
*Tsk*Tsk*Tsk
Anyways, it was just a thought I was digesting throughout the day.

Oh yeah, and here's Lady Antebellum-Need You Now. You requested it(:

*Peace/>3

I said I wouldn't call...

"But I lost all control and I need You Now...

and I wonder if I ever cross Your Mind,

For me it happens all the time"

-Lady A;Need You Now.

-Yes, I know I used to be all "yuckk-yuck" about country music. But that song(^^) is actually a country song. I know, nothing like i've ever heard before. I admit it's grown on me. I discovered it watchin' the Grammy's. Therefore, I officialy do not discriminate against ANY genre of music whatsoever.[yayy me].

Well UNLIKE most of my Northen Cali-and other regions-Fwwiends.

My semester ends THIS week; You know what that mean for me:Finals.

Egghhh!!!

*haha yeah laugh all you want.

+On a comedic note:

(This was at work 1/31/10)

"Hey can I take a picture of you?"

Me:'Umm no. Why?'

"Cause You're lookin' picture perfect!"

Me:'Haha! Wow! I've heard that one before. Soo many times.

You need to get new pick up lines.!'

No joke, this was at work. It was more on a playful note though--mutual aquantance--so it wasn't like creeper status. But honestly? Dude needs to update his game.

&*%^&;Aghh, well let's go back to studyin'...

*{Peace}