Don't tell me you Forgot?!

April Fools is this Thursday!
Unfortunately, I have not come up w/ a prank yet =/
I need some help.
Any prank/joke suggestions?
I love messin' around...but when's the point of takin' it too far?
Because, yes, there is such a thing as Too Far.
So if You have any suggestions PLEASE send 'em my way.
You can reply as a comment or if not just send me an AIM--->
Screen name on right side of this screen.
But please give me something...cause lately i've been feeling lonely =/
what? my followers don't love me anymore? :,[



P.S. Oh BTW; That line did NOT make any sense at all...talkin' bout bras and panties. LMAO.
(insider; don't mind me)
=]

5 More Days.

...'Till Easter (=

Hoy quisiera Detener el tiempo,

La distancia entre los dos.

Pero se apago le luz del cielo, ya no sale mas el Sol.

Duele el amor-Aleks Syntek/Anna Tortoja

Move For Me.

*can never get sick of it. yes. there are some reasons(:

Blahh. so lately i've been tumblring more than actually blogging. That ishh really grasps you for a bit. Buh i think i definitely love my blogspot followers on a more intimate level.

People on tumblr are just too anxious to bear their close off on #toplesstuesdays. Like WTF?!

LMAO. Dignity Puhhhlease, people.

Soo...I heard Mike posner made the Radio? Lol.

I haven't really been listening to the radio lately...eghh more into lookin' for music that's NOT on the radio. Ya digg?

So if you have some suggestions...just pop 'em my way(:

Soo now...just gonna go get ready...Heading to the Irvine Spectrum in a bit.

Orange County alll day 'errday...haha lmao...NOT.

bye lovelies.

oh and...

WHERE THE FCKK IS JAY(K.V)? MiSS YOUU :/

King of Hearts?

He might be the king of hearts, but look how emotionally drained he is. Between the expression on his face & the sword going through his head. Looking at this card reminded me of how many people are in, or stay in relationships for the wrong reason. Don’t settle for less just because you’re afraid of not finding another person. If you’re not fully happy, feeling incomplete, still having to check-in a bazillion times a day because of trust issues, get in the occasional argument over old baggage, etc.– then do something about it.

Some people get so caught up in a relationship that they half ass their life. Some people get so caught up in life that they half ass their relationship. In my opinion, the smartest thing to do is to make sure you build a strong foundation for your life before taking on the responsibility of another humans emotions. It’s not fair for your lover and it’s not fair for you. You don’t want to half ass both and become emotionally drained like the king of hearts.

Timing is everything .

Words Via Johnny cupcakes

40 Days without you, I promise.

So for my sacrifice I was really indecisive of what I wanted to do, so I thought of what would be the hardest thing for me to give up: A dear Friend. Yes, I kno it’s kind of silly, but I was reflecting and I pretty much give this person way more of my time than I do my spiritual self. So I decided to take a little break from contacting this person via conversations, b/c I did txt them maybe twice, but it was quick.

But what I did get out of this is actually positive, I affirmed that I’m not just used to talking to this person and it just hasn’t grown into a habit of having them in my life, yes I DID miss them ALOT, but I proved to myself that I DONT needthem. It’s not that I don’t care about them, it’s just I decided to put God and myself first. This decision only made my feelings stronger towards them, because it allowed me to appreciate their presence in my life, and be thankful they are in it, or at least were in it.

I haven’t told them that I took this decision, which is probably their motive for believing that I’ve abandoned them, though the temptation of calling them and explaining Everything is very great, my self-discipline increases everyday. I’m determined to wait it out, once the designated time has passed, I can explain everything, if they understand me and appreciate me as much as I do them, than their won’t be any problems.

Met her at a Rave...

"I was so gone, She was so there. I kno i'm intoxicated but I don't care"

Damn, speaking of Charles Hamilton. Watever happened to him?

I remember jamming to this song I think Last summer...I'm still not sick of it.

Brings back mellow memories. Oh, well, those are part of the past.

Let's see what memories this summer bestows me with.

Chill Day today, not even going to bother studying for the second part of my pre-calc. test. SMH.

Friends...

Will Be the Death of Us.

Saddest words I've heard thus far. Because to me, that just proves you allow other peoples opinions and hearsay affect our personal relationship.
Who else would know what WE have, then ourselves?
Is it that you don't trust what we have, or at least had?
How is it that You can tell me that my Fiesty personality and Mean attitude is what draws you to me, then contradict yourself by telling me It's too much?
That's one of the main things I loved about you, you could take my jokes and sarcastic remarks, because you understood they weren't literal.
But I guess you really didn't understand.
Just like I, you were built with a hard exterior.

"Hands down, I'm too proud for love,
But with eyes shut...It's you I'm thinking of..."

But what do you care? It always seems like i'm the only one that does care.
How can you agree with me that words are reflected by actions, when I've yet to see your actions?
That's one of your biggest downfalls, You're filled with too much pride.
Prideful You are.
I know that's a positive thing to have, but when it's in excess amount, it sometimes causes problems.
I know i'm prideful, but I can at least recognize and admit when i'm wrong.
Because I have some news for you: You Are Not Always Right.
&& It's ok to be wrong.
When someone let's You down, don't give up on them. Don't let Them down either.
Because if there's one thing i've learned in the short existence I have, You can never go wrong, when you do right.
So even though You might view that as a weakness, I'll still be by your side, maybe quietly, and unnoticed, but i'll be there.
Whether you like it or not.
When someone dear to you knocks you down, yet you still get up for them, and allow yourself to be stricken by them again, that's courage.
Because I won't allow myself to stoop to your level and allow my slight anger to turn into bitterness, because I don't want the love that I have for you turn into hate, no matter how many times we let each other down.
I know you think what i'm saying are the words of a "con-artist". But if there is anything that you take out of this...anything at all that you dare to believe, Believe this:

I love You

& I know I'm not the first or the only one to say it but You don't know how easily those words flow out of my lips...I used to hesitate when saying them.
But now there is no hesitation. Because i know and i do believe they are true.
And I have faith that they are meant to be true.
Yes, it's true; You have hurt me...deeply if i may add...but i have hurt you too.
"Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful."Prov 27:6

& I forgive You, Because I love You.

Secret Admirer?

I'm Dieing to kno who you are!!

Haha....Well this morning my sister was goin to go turn on the car and she screams

"Alicia(my real name), come look wat's outside!"

Well I thought maybe she was freakin' out cause it was pouring outside, so I look out the window...but it's not raining.

So, i go check...

and on my front step there is this HUGE basket of roses!!

On it says: For Alicia.

In the card: "Especially for you Alicia,

Thank you for trusting me. Never change your humbleness or your smile for a bad gesture.

Attn: someone who appreciates you"

I was trippin' out! Tryin' to figure out who it was...and sadly...

i STILL don't know who they're form =/

I just wanna kno...!!

WANTED:

Anonymous deliverer of Roses.

If you have any informartion please contact me:

@Aligeezy

Lol...nahh but really...I'm just soooo curious...

Happy Monday♥

I like: The fact, that I actually enjoy goin' to work =]

I don't like: Showing people my weaker sides...E.g: when i'm overly emotional or maudlin, Yes it DOES happen sometimes, rare, but it happens.

I want you to know: that the little spark inside of me, which I felt was dead, is slowly but surely starting to ignite, once again.

I've planned: to start a picture album, but first I plan to get a new camera.

I want to say to someone special: Monica, even though you don't have a blog(which is probably why i'm mentioning you in this) I hope you know this: You are one of the most hidiously heartless people I have ever Met!! Sike! I'm Cudderss...
You are just so Cuddable and lovable...I see you as my little sister, even though ur older...but i'm taller!;P(bahaha) I kno U'll be in my life for a long time to come...I'll make sure of it.


This game is hosted by Toothfairy.
but I jocked off of It's abby's blog (:http://abbyintrouble.blogspot.com/

I've always had a Thing for this woman,

Michelle Rodriguez.

Her tough chick roles always grasped my attention.

I also like her personality.

Check it out:

"I don't want people thinking of me sexually. I don't want people to be like, 'She's hot-looking,' you know? I want them to listen to me for what I am saying. And I think the best way to do that is to sniff my armpits, and like, sit and burp every now and then. It just completely throws people off. I had a couple of offers to do some hot scenes in the shower with some guy and to make it real hot and sexy. The next thing you know, I'd be the next J.Lo or something. But that's easy. I want [success] the hard way."

"No matter what, people are so narrow minded that it won't ever be Michelle Rodriguez the actress, it will always be Michelle Rodriguez the Latin actress. And it's just something that I have to live with, because of the fact that people need labels to understand things. I can't even get into this ignorance that I'm dealing with. So I just ignore it, you know? Ignore the ignorance."

In this Life,

Everything is born small, then grows.
the only exception to that, are misfortunes.
These are born enormous, then slowly diminish.

Insurmountable Stresss...

Haha...NOT.

It's actually kinda wierd how as chaotic as my schedule may be, I need not feel the stress.

It's kind of like i'm indifferent about all of it; careless.

But, I do care, ALOT. Yet, my feelings towards all that's on my "to do list" is brought down to an almost piddling emotion. Because, here you have me blogging my day away, actually on Twitter-Seriously-and I never saw the point in twitter, correction, I still don't see the point, which to all other twitter-freaks is soo axiomatic.

Maybe cause i'm still incredulous to the fact that it WILL get very difficult, and stressful, and VERY fast. Buhh watehhvsss.

Hmm, I think I need a jog. Wait it's too dark out. Plus, it's kinda intimidating to go out alone after that kidnapping/missing person down in San Diego =/

Which on another side note; I tend to talk to myself while jogging, it's not that i'm hearin' voices. It's just...I Talk...to myself while jogging, well on ocassions, more likely than not, I talk to myself throughout the day.

I feel it helps me organize my thoughts. Kinda like someone else is tellin' me them.

Idk...Too wierd?

Vacation to Thailand anyone?

Yess, Pleasseeee.♥

Oh, It's monday?

&& it's the first of March?

You don't say.