WTF?!

Tony Park is gonna be a babby daddy?
Gett out!
haha, well congrats kool kat.
and a Happy Early Fathers day to you.


*On another note;
hmmm, Fathers Day. i have to say, mmm i'm not gettin'
a present for my father this year.
if i did i'm pretty sure he'd just say i'm a "hypocrit".
strangely though, i feel like he wants to recieve one,
even if it means he'll recieve one just to reject it...
like he doesn't want to feel like he's completely lost us.
yeah and the "son" he still has, which doesn't even bother to call him.
and the one he's kissin' ass to, yeah i'm sure he's not
gettin' him nuttin either. oh the irony.
But wat are you gonna do?
i hate sayin' it but its wat i feel;
at times i do feel like a hypocrit, i TRY to have faith,
and i'm pretty hopefull at alot of things, but seriously, wen it comes to believing my father will change, that to me; is unimaginable. like whoaa, he's been who he's been for a while now, mmm maybe his whole life?
it's like hoping his eyecolor will someday change, but not only that, praying to God that instead of brown eyes, he miraculously will have blue ones.
But hey, I mean Jesus made a blind man see, so that gives me hope.
What scares me the most is i sometimes feel like i don't want him to change,
it's scary how sometimes my ability of being inhumane is strong.
honestly i can say right now, i don't miss him. and the thought of that makes me hurt, shouldn't i miss him? i mean he gave me my life, am i truly unappreciative? am i really that crow he always told me i was?
"raise crows and they'll eat your eyes out".
who knows. thats just some food for thought, thats never been digested.


Happy fathers day


*peace.