Why do

You Do What You Do.?

Don't honor me with your lips...

'This people honors me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me;
in vain do they worship me,
teaching human precepts as doctrines.'
"Listen to me, all of you, and understand:
there is nothing outside a person that by going in can defile,
but the things that come out are what defile."
-Mark 7

This Gospel, i think is perhaps one that has captivated me the most. It pretty much gives me the reason why i do what i do. Cause quite honestly, i hadn't asked myself that question ina minute. a good one. the whole 60 seconds. Sometimes there are moments of doubt in whether i'm doing what's right. then i Realized i don't really care whether it is right, i care if it feels right. My friend one day while we were out for dinner told me "i don't think people follow their feelings and their soul as much as they should, they only listen to their mind and what they think is right. But honestly, our thoughts aren't really ours, they are easy to influence, they have been influenced, by society and everything around. But what you feel, that's soley yours."
&& i kno that what's keeping me going, going strong, is my faith and Soley without a doubt, My hope.

-Because i kno i shouldn't expect too much from you, and i kno i tell myself i don't expect much from you, but deep inside i can't help but feel a little faith, and hope for more.

Peace.

&& Things will never always be

Great. And i kno this.
And i Still hate this fact.
"nothings lasts forever".
How Cliche, but it's true.




*Peace.

So as was I Glancing at His Blog.

I noticed i've pretty much read
every single one of Tony Parks Posts.
even the ones from back when i didn't even follow him.
Like i said before, not a fan.
but an admiring supporter.
He writes things that are deep.
and it's not that i don't like complicated poetic writing.
cause that takes alot of thought;; and i DO love it.
but his posts and wat he says it just so straight out.
It's not like relate to all of wat he's been through or done,
but i can feel it.
Kudos to Tony P.
Keep ur head up.

Much love.
Ali.

*peace.

Just a little bit.

So, I'm pretty much sorta confused.
ha nahh fckk all the bullshit.
I kno wat i want.
Cause seriously, its annoying having to see all thses people confused and shtt. How they are all "in love" and all and how they don't kno
if that one person is bein' reall or not.
seriously. Just keep that shtt away from me.
Please.
And
Thank You.
But let's get to the Real Part of This;;
Yes I do Miss You.And Yes i Want you-Just A Little Bit.
But I just don't think i'm ready to get too Googly Moogly.
I admit, Yes once before or twice i was Like that.
Used to do the whole P.D.A thing.
Now, i just think its plain trashy.
But come on' We're Grown about this stuff.
&& We've never been to big on "thinkin' wat if".
So, I'll just let do as it does,
and Let it be Wat it wants to become.
Sweet
Dreams
and
Goodnite.
I
Miss
You.


*Peace.

Freestyle

SESSION!!!
i'm So FXckennn piseed off.
You have NO Clue!
Aalehgildgbienb
last year plans were made for me to go. butt ride had to laggg it!!!
Now this year i was informed to late! its TOMMOROW!! nd on Sunday!!
grr, tommorow, i already aggreed to head to a birthday party.
and sunday, is out of the question!!!


TEAR*TEAR*TEAR!!!
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