sitting, looking.

hmmm, i'm in the library. ha, but it's not quite.
theres a whole lot goin on, with this after-school tutorial and all. i don't mind that it's not quite, i like it that way. it makes me feel cozy actually, i feel glad that alot of people actually care about their education and take time from their day to come help kidos out and kids actually come to get the help. This is wat a caring looks like. today i heard about a girl, Annete Cruz, who was getting her masters degree and was going to start teaching. wow. right. well thing is when she was younger you could point at her and say she was the epitome of what a failure looked like, now she can point her finger and prove everyone wrong. I'm not gonna write a bio of what she did, cause truthfully, i don't kno it. but i do kno that she made many, many, many, mistakes. sooo, i'm sitting in class thinking, well hmmm. i kno i've made mistakes but the consequences haven't been as severe as what she's had to deal with. so i say to myself; Hell YEAHH, that means i can slackk offf:D haha nahh j/k. it makes me even more motivated to do things right, if she is where she is at regardless her mistakes. i can go even fartherr withouth the mistakes she made.
i just need to stop being lazy at times.<- that shall be one of my main goals. i used to be good at not being lazy, i got to workk and finished it. now i' guess i'm just not that into it. I just don't kno what the matter is.

P.S; still waiting to see if i will ever encounter that one person that will prove myself wrong, if i don't ever find him/her. does that mean i've been right??
ha, food for thought<3