A Time For Everything;

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace."
-Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

&& so there was the worst of times
and there was the best of times...

Let's measure up.

Just Because You got 1 or 2 more tricks,
than the dancer beside you,does not make you a better dancer.
Just because you got 1 dollar or 2 more than your neighbor,
does not make you a better person.
Just because you're 1 or 2 shades lighter than Your fellow members of the human race,
does not make you more Humane.
Humanity is not measured by what you have.
It's measured by what you give.
So let me ask you something?
What are you giving to Humanity?


P.S:I've posted 100 posts already. haha yayy!! At least I did it before the year ended right?
:]

OK, You're lookin' a bit confused now?

No, No, don't worry, You're brain is actually functioning right this once.
and you DID hear that correctly (:
You don't understand?
Egggh, so how 'bout I let you marinate that over night.
Maybe, Just maybe, It all might sink in.
Tooodles<3


-Feelin' a bit cheery today. Ok, maybe more than just a little bit.
more like, a little bit like alot.
Yes, there is a reason. Wohoo. don't you love the holidays?

"It's that season. And girls are complaining"-Rell.
^^Well, not all of us(;


*Peace.

But things aren't the same anymore.

I've heard that soo many times. Countless.
In fact, i've said it before. But as this year is fastly coming to an end.
It only makes sense to laugh at myself for that. Well I mean, of course things aren't the same, nor will they ever go back to it.
Change is part of improvement-and call me practical but i think it's safe to say we, if not most, of us want to improve.
Watever area in one's life it is, improvement is sought after.
Honestly though, sometimes the fact that I WILL change, not that I MIGHT , I will change is frightening.
It's not possible to go through a whole year of experiences, heartbreaks, drama, wat have you, without being changed in some way.
Even if it's a glimpse of subtle change, You're changed.
And thanks to the plain but so true statement JAY KV told me:

"I didn't have a choice.
Get effed over real bad and you'll end up with the same mentality as me"
Check 'er out: http://wtfreads.blogspot.com/

That's real talk. && Yes I know It's JUST LIFE, GET OVER IT! Sometimes i won't have a choice in life, it's called destiny.
And i'm not tryin' to Diss you JAY KV; because you're right, but i look at it and i don't want to change into
someone who doesn't Love that easily, or is so cautious. Because I DO WANT TO BE LOVED.
AND I WANT TO LOVE TO.
In fact; For me it's necessity.
Without feeling loved, I wouldn't be able to function.
But What happens when i do get effed over?
Is it just the end of Love for me?
I mean it's fact I WILL change into someone different.
i don't yet know who i'll turn into, because i sure wont' be ME.
The one person who's eyes I stare into each morning.
I'll be a product of someone's else's damage.
I'd have lost a part of me, a part of my loving soul; who foolishly allowed this one person;
the wrong person; to take a piece of myself which I handed them so wilingly.
Only to have them stare me in the eye and laugh right at me.
Compassion nowhere in sight.
What then?

Correct a wise man

&& he'll grow wiser.
Correct a stubborn man; and he'll grow to be your enemy.

-unfortunately i'm sometimes on the stubborn side of the spectrum.
Especially when it comes to my father;
Ok, yes, i kno Father's tend to be 'MR.know it all'
but my father takes it to a whole other level. real talk.
I can't even express how I:View/feel/Think about certaing things.
because he'll snap and say something along the lines of "that's a stupid way to view things!"
or "Can't you use your brain?"
Which is why I probably don't have a connection with him anymore.
Father=Loving, caring, compasionate.
Father is not= Judging totalitarian.


*peace.

I don't want to Fall In Love.

Because it seems everyime someone falls in love, It's with the wrong person.
Allowing myself to Fall in love w/ someone, idk I'd like to think of myself as a stronger character,
then to just allow some silly tingly feeling in my stomach to make judgement for me.
Fall-thats such a weak verb, so unwilling.
By Accident.

Eggh, if i'm ever In Love, Idk maybe I'd just like to fool myself into believing
I can somehow manage to Step into it or
maybe even glide.
Fly- that'd be surreal.




*Peace.