dia numero 11.

It's kinda scaryy how today felt exactly like yesterday. and tommrow feels like it's goin to be the same as today. Life is getting a tad bit too close to a routine. But without routine and schedule life's a mess. so would i rather have a big mess of life, or life be mess.? Idk i'll get back at yooh on that one.
on a good note, i've been discovering some pretty dope music. i would post some but i'm new to this so i really don't kno how? but i'll just state a list of a few songs.
Lovers who uncover-Crystal castles remix
Star chasers-dj hot snow
The lounge-ASHer Roth.
Welcome to heartbreak-Kanye West ft Kid Cudi.

day seven.

Today wass good. haha i've actually made a pact to myself. Not a new years resolution, but an effort, to remember the little things in my day that i never payed attention to. && I'm glad to say that the results are postitive. I've actually grown more happy smiling back at the tiny moments that mean so much; At the giggles; at the laffter that almost made me peee;D haha at the silent moments, it's good. No matter how bad and shitty life is...lifes good<3

day five.

So today was the first day of school for the new year. Ha yay?
Dang i don't kno why i expected everyone to be different? I expected alot of things to be different. I at times even felt like i was gonna change. But when i went back everything was just the way i had left it. I'z just that kiidoz had new clothes or a fresh pair of kiks. Ha looking at it i do this every year. Well i guess new years is just another hopeless chance to believe things will "actually" start over freshh. New begginings? ha for a second i was thinking about saying no. But truth iz yeahh New begginings. cause we don't need a new year to start fresh or make things right. all we need iz the couragee to make actions depicted from words. New years resolution? nahh i didn't make one; cause i kno i always break em'. sooo yeah. i wass gonna go throgh this day without writing anyting in here. but i just didn't feel right. needed to get that one little meazly annoyinggg thought out and into words so i could look at it over and over again.
haha. wow and now i wonder if the day idkk 20? will come around fast or slow? cause dang i'm barely on day 5? haha kinda scaryy. butt i'm up for the challenge:D
goooddd night.
Peace. Hope.

Day 4four4

Dang.! yooh can't be serious right now? Four dayz have passed since my new year of two thousand and nine, bleehh.
Honestly, i wasn't that excited. ha. there wasn't even much of a countdown.
I just went along with the hooray.
wasn't it just yesterday when i did this? oh nahh i'm kiddin it was a year.
wow, is really wat i can say. I've breathed in 365 more dayz, and i'm about to takkle that equal amount once again.
I aploggize to yooh my 2008, Looking at it i wasn't soo nice to yooh.
Lookin back at yooh i could have done more than i did.
I could have made yooh my favorite, my special one.
Just like your sisterz and brottherz, couzins and relativez; your all gone and i've realized i've lost.
Damn; Time iz a cruel friend.
Time? wtf is it.
it runs my life.
wakin up at a certain Time. Rushing to get ready hopefully making it on time.
Working till the time comes when i can go back home.
Every second passing by adding up to a minute adding up to an hour adding up to dayz
equaling to months together making years, broken down into time.
Oh wait hold on i'm breathless, nah sorry therz no Time outz.
I can stop but my clock keeps running. taunting me along the way.
And all the time i've waisted that has kept on running up ahead of me;
I try to catch up to it; until i realize i'll never get it back.
I stop in my tracks and look at the what else i've lost tryin to catch wat was
already out of my grasp.
dang. Wat a cruel friend.
And yet your still so precious yet your still so important to me.
I would take yooh back everysingle time.
And not hesitate at all.
Because i need yooh; Not all the money in the world can buy me just one more
second of yooh.
And here we go back to some guy paying me for MY time.
Dang this isshh is ironic. how i
wish i could just live my life without my needs.
with just doing wat i want, without a care in the world.
But i kno it's an impossible wish because my needs are my needs.
i NEed to breathe i NEed to eat.
And how can i know wat i want if it's not wat i need?
It's a LoveHate relationship.
And i never said yes, and i was never asked a question.
well Hello there two thousand nine.
goodbye ohh eight.

"the hot ones? haha u mean the ones thinkin dey a box of red hots. the taste goes out fast, like a piecegum. real talk."

well the mighty person I have to thank for this quote is Mr.Williams. Tre Williams that is. Better known as iJive. He's seriously one of the dopest kats i've met. studying graffic designing; which also i have to give credit to him for my banner. Which he gave effect to, might i also add: in no more than 5 minutes. He's one confident kidd. haha. At times he might seem cocky but it's just "confidence" he says. it's kool I ain't mad at ya. do ya thang boy! I kno ur gonna go places. Well you've made an impact in my life and just felt damn generous and decided to write about you. haha. Which i'm pretty sure i'll be doing alot of. considering your always giving me something to talk about. Much love. And take care.
*dueces*

Random.

Well that was eazy. I'm so lost i thought having a blog would be hard. but here I am. already written like wat? 5 sentences? chill chill:]
haha this will certainly be random.
me, my life, music, pics, clothes,kikz.
so on and so forth.
Happy New Year!
New Year, New endings; New Begginings<3