iLove goin' out and strollin' through the nite, But when we stay at home, iFeel we become more tight. I don't really do BFF's, actually I dont, but if I did;
-Daniel "Cloud" Campos, that is ♥ So I saw the "did it again" vid by Shakira, and was soo intrigued by this male dancer in it; I just had to google him. It took me longer than I anticipated to find out who he was. But turns out he's a bboy, so far as I kno-He's filipino and caucasian. Damn, why must i always be attracted to Filipino men/women.? I just think they're sooo damn attractive(:
Turns out he has a sense of humor too, even better!
&& to check him out in action.*sigh. -_- VVVVVVVVVV
Why is that when everything's runnin' smoothly-I slip up. Why do I always gotta say the stupidest things? Little sarcastic remarks? Which I obviously don't mean--Yet I say them as if I did. Only thing that comes to mind is: Fear. Yes, sadly that's the lamest excuse I can come up with. Never in my mind did I imagine I would be able to trust in a human being as much as I do now. Truthfully believe, without a doubt, that although risk never dissapears I felt soo secure, so brave and confident to take that risk. And walk with my head up in the air. That as faithful as I am, he's as equally faithful, if not more. But this great security and confidence is what scares me the most, because if I have so much faith in one person and truly believe in them. Then the odds are against me, because things are never what they seem. And I guess i'm foolishly awaiting when the time of dissapointment comes, how silly, when I honestly believe it won't. Yet I act in such a manner as to prepare myself for the downfall. Why can't I truly open up and submerge myself into acceptance that I can relax, because my faith is telling me that's it ok. Yet my instinct decides to disagree? Why can't I be stonger?
Oh yeah member that "Love, peace, skeet, cheese" Tee? Guess what?! They got a Hoodie out too(: Check it out.
Let Him Go-Audio Push Song found thanks to Olly. BombAzzBeats. (Link on side bar->) :]
So the cat catches the mouse but then gets bored cause mouse is scared shttless and don't move. Cat let's go of the mouse, mouse runs off, cat catches mouse, bored, let go , catch again. & repeat. So when does the point where either the cat just let's go or eats it come? -I honestly think that's how some people's emotional mentality. They "Let go" of someone but once they realize this person seems to move one they try to "Catch" them again. Cause once they have that person-they're there-and havin' someone there all the time is sometimes a bit boring to some. I'm not judgin' or pointing fingers cause i plead guilty to this action. Sometimes that foolish security one has to think that someone will just always be there is wat becomes one's downfall. I honestly don't kno where i'm going with this-thought just popped in my head. I guess point is i need to reflect and figure out wether i'm appreciating the people who surround me enough.